a cascade of storms thunders in my heart
each one speaking a name i do not yet know
they march in time with the hollow beating of my thoughts
crumbling to dust the shape of my desire
i am stunned by the turning of the world
the undeniable fact of difference
the nakedness of the future
and the cloaked shadow of the past
yet each one shatters my fragile life
scattering my shards
soaked with blood and creation
into the wind and forever
i am left with nothing but the sunlight
and the penetrating gaze of the unborn
eyeless eyes passing over and through me
calling that name
i have forgotten
the straining particles of my mind burst
leaving know behind
finding is
never looking back